Thursday, October 1, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Friday, September 4, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009
little did i know that the ending will be super sad..
5 dear friends get separated for their own dreams..
after 5 years of being together...
"Everyone is the same as they were before, but they are also different from before..
I've changed too.. That time is really over.."
and now i'm back to being mellow..sedeyh!!!!
the lesson: jgn tgk cepat sgt..sampai episode akhir menangis x berlagu..
Friday, June 26, 2009
Kitagawa Keiko wa hontou ni kirei na~
Kitagawa Keiko is really beautiful right~
totemo kawaii da ne~
SO THE VERY CUTE kan~~(hehe..)
MARS-Reiko-chan, watashi wa anata no ichiban no FAN!
MARS-Reiko-chan, i'm your number one FAN!!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Friday, June 19, 2009
itu majlis wida' malam tadi. tak guna nak menyesal. menahan sebak di dada. air mata diikat erat. senyuman dan tawa mengaburi kusammnya kesedihan hati. biarlah senyuman ini menjadi imejan terakhir buat teman daripada tangisan. aku optimis. degan izin Allah, kita akan berjumpa lagi.
sekiranya anda tertanya-tanya apa erti tajuk post ini, ia adalah gabungan tajuk lagu dendangan aizat dan dafi. memang kena dengan theme post ini. Kau Aku, Bila Terasa Rindu. penuh makna.
i left end-of-sem dinner early. balik, mandi, solat. i'm never good at saying goodbyes. and this was the 1st(and of course the last) sem dinner i attended as an audience. no performers fright anymore. just friends and food. memang malam ni agak suram sikit. ye lah. all of us will be graduating tomorrow. and that's it. only Allah knows when we shall meet again. i'm too mellow right now. mahu menangis, tapi hati menghalang. target aku. senyuman untuk teman-teman di saat-saat akhir ini. sabar. kurang 15 jam je lagi.
"mengejar mimpi, yang pasti akan aku merasakan kehilanganmu"
"walau di mana kita berdiri, di dalam dunia ini, biar sampai akhirnya nanti."
"beginikah rasa, seksa perpisahan, sunnguh anehnya, hidup berasingan"
"tetapi ini sebahagian dari pengorbanan, bekalan; andainya hari sukar mencabar"
-Bila Terasa Rindu-
shouk, hizbul, herman, iman, midi, syazwan, syafiq yazid, naQ, p.chek, sulwan, luttphi, syera mat, fara ain, nabihah, j-lo, farid, azri, furqan, suman.
ini bukan perpisahan! ini adalah permulaan baru yang indah. ingat, kita semua mengejar mimpi. make sure we strive till the end!all the best!i'm going to miss all of you!no doubt about that.
till we meet again. times and places that we'll never expect.
Monday, June 15, 2009
play RO till my nose bleeds!
watch anime like there's no tomorrow.
download anime like it's gonna be free only till today!
anime list to watch:
all time favourite tsubasa chronicles! i want season 3 la CLAMP! damn it..
xxxHOLiC- the season i missed
and the non-anime list:
ghost whisperer season 4!yippeee!!!
and lotsa movies pending!!!!!
bahana habis exam!=p
Saturday, June 6, 2009
bak kata midi, "aku dah masukkan memori itttuuu ke dalam kristal dan dicampak jauh2 lalu berderai 100000000000000000 keping" - ayat ini telah diubah suai mengikut citarasa penulis.
anyway, today..well yesterday since it's already sunday, i sat for my 2nd last paper!!
wooohoooooo!!~ 1 more to go..after all the hard work with chem p4 and s2 last wednesday-macam paper further plak, 3 jam kt dlm exam hall petang2, i totally had lost my momentum to study @ reviewing my work. mane tak nye, both papers started in the afternoon session; 2-3.45pm and 4-5.15pm. not that i'm underestimating paper 5, penat lah!!! so i did very lil of reading with the new syllabus paper 5. tahun 2008 nye paper semakin merapu. so tidak terkejutlah kalau-kalau this paper akan meraban tahap maksima! nuff said, the morning before the paper, i refused to wake up early, just in time to go for lunch. i'm not going to do anymore reading.
lepas solat jumaat, waktunya tiba. cuak. masuk2 confident dengan langkah kanan bersama-sama selawat ke atas nabi. duduk. paper diberi-waiting for datuk B's cue.
"you may start now! you have 1 hour and 15 minutes."
an apparatus with cut shoot in a testube filled with dye.
owh..nk carik xylem.
crapped bout making microscope slide and all.
the 2nd part was about why not use intact shoot??
-suberin layer terpacul dari otak. damn!!!i forgot the term!!
selawat dibaca beberapa kali, alhamdulillah- voila! Casparian strip.
i didn't revise AS btw. bersyukur masih ingat.
3rd part was about how you'd use the apparatus to measure water movement rate up the shoot.
at first i was thinking of measuring the time take for the top-most leaf to change colour. too qualitative i guess. i wanted to make a potometer out of it but not sure whether or not you're allowed to modify that. so, some random spark of inspiration came to me! measure the height of the solution!tulis punye tulis, shit!asal tetibe buat essay plak nih. taulah 6 markah! dang! so i added in bracketed numbers before each sentence. next part was how to measure the rate. no problem i guess. the last part-respiratory inhibitor added into dye. lower uptake kot.
bace lah cerita mak nenek yang diberikan. panjang. lebih setengah page. i kept repeating myself trying to make sense of what i was reading. pensel sedang galak menggaris dan membulatkan kata-kata kunci!dah pening lalat. results dah diberikan. 1st question, independent and dependent variables. alhamdulillah. 2nd part, explain the results! sentap! bermain-main mata dengan soalan selama 5 minit. menjeling-menjeling..mata kita sama memandang. motif lagu datuk siti ngan SM salim berkumandang?? failed! ended up in vain. lompat ke soalan seterusnya. recapturing method! atau masa spm dulu: tangkap, tanda, lepas dan tangkap semula. 2 investigations were given. akibat kebingungan soalan ini, shouk menjadi heeeemo dan mencipta teknik baru; tangkap, tanda, lepas dan BUNUH SEMUA! explain why the 1st investigation is more likely to be reliable than the 2nd on..harus aku terbang ala-ala mila terjun dari awan ke awan terus ke soalan seterusnya..
continuons culture of R. gutilinis. wasn't in awe or anything because last semester was about electrophoresis, also an application topic. 1st part ok, 2nd part pon boleh merapu lagi. 3rd part macam pelik. not sure whether its a trick question or not. jadi aku pon bantailah- we cannot determine whether or not the difference between those 2 samples is siginificant because no staistical test has been made. pastu, pasal degree of freedom. alhamdulillah. next part nih lagi pelik. calculated t value was given. tapi table of critical values mane??!!motif kau bagi aku bende tuh sebatang kara. given information was purposely ignored-bajet diva. error in printing kot. soalan terakhir dijawab dengan helaan nafas lega!oopppss..not too fast..soalan siput babi masih membutuhkan perhatian.
after half an hour thinking of suitable as i would call it "crapping-mechanism-for-deperarate-marks", the clock showed 3.45pm. 15 more minutes. checked a few times. then..termenung memanjang memikirkan nasib paper nih. check pon bukannye tau btol ke salah. tensi! meraban je lebih. ku pandang sekeliling, sume khusyuk menjawab. *dead meat* asal sume nampak macam confident terlebih je mase jawab. habis exam semasa melangkah kluar GH, sume orang dok bising-bising paper mcm hanjjjgggghhh. what a relief. memang rapuan siput (babi) btol jawapan-jawapan aku tadi. nuff! tawakkal ajo! ibab tupis!!!!!!!!!*hati ku terus menjerit kerana meroyan*
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
date: 27th may 2009
biology paper 4 this friday!
maths p3 this friday!
alhamdulillah..done with the text book..
but, so0oooo many work to be reviewed!
p3 down the drain!
need to start reviewing later !
Ya Allah, kurnikanlah kekuatan kepada hamba-Mu ini! Amiin..
read something in one of my fellow bloggers:
wajarlah dia emo..
back a year++ ago, i was in the same situation!
i know how it felt!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
by Hafiz AF7
Beralih, musim ke musim
Hati tetap serupa
Tiada yang berubah
Dari hari, dikau pergi
Penjara, hidup ini penjara
Tanpa ada simpati
Kepada sang Kekasih
Yang dilanda, yang dilanda
Setiap garisan halus
Bila senyuman kau ukirkan untukku
Setiap lekuk penjuru
Waktu kau renung aku
Bergetar dalam kalbu
Hingga menitis linang
Dari kelopak mata
Sudah suratan takdir begini
Selagi hayatku masih ada
Kau bertakhta di hatiku
Beralih, musim ke musim
Hati tetap serupa
Tiada yang berubah
Dari hari, dikau pergi
fyi, i didn't copy and paste this!i wrote this as i sing!!gembiranya dah hafal!!wakaka..
kalau lah bio+chem boleh dihafal sebegini senang~~
Sunday, May 17, 2009
by Anuar Zain
Bila bertaut senyuman
Detik seia sejiwa
Tiada upaya sepi
Mekar kudup penantianku
Hadirnya teman sejati
Melangkah kita menjejak mimpi
Bahagia berdiri dengan mu disisi
Harapan kita meniti hari
Paling agung teman terulung
Tenunan emas sayap hidupku
Tak inginku undur bertamu
Ke akhir waktu.
very insightful. you know who you are..
Thursday, May 14, 2009
if you do know about it and try so hard to ignore..
hell, it's a b*tch!
but i'm doing the right thing for now..
keep ignoring and avoiding..
p/s: i'm having like hell lotsa butterflies in my bellies..waiting for sunday to come..and this 1 year++ of waiting will end..
Saturday, May 9, 2009
mantap gler ar!!!!!you really can fly!!!!
akim, isma, yazid and ARIL!!!!!
sigh..malas lah nk emo2..yg penting hafiz mmg mantap!!!
riuh satu dewan~~mcm confirm je edry hashim tulis lagu final utk die..wakaka!
as of just now:
oopss..it's the final week..
won't be able to see afundi terkini~
and now, evryone..afundi hafiz!
i'll start this week..so klu, sms x reply..phm2 je la~XD
Friday, May 8, 2009
Apa khabar & hope everyone sihat coz' dah nak exam kan.....so, GOOD LUCK!
Below are the pre-departure programmes schedule:
1. OBS at Lumut Perak = 1 to 25 of July
2. Biro Tata Negara at Meru, Klang = 10 to 14 August
3. Pengukuhan Rohani at Port Dickson = 17 to 19 August
4. With Tan Sri = 21 August (tentative)
Please be informed that attendance is COMPULSORY..... and details of the trip will be informed at later date
GOOD LUCK and take care.
Rukiah A Samad
Education Development Department
Performance Assessment & Integrated Education Division
Permodalan Nasional Berhad
comment: huhuhu..habis a level serupe mcm x abis je~but!!!bleh gi MOC!!!=)
Thursday, May 7, 2009
kakak cafe: (dutch lady cofee diberi)
aku: (bayar duit)
kakak cafe: (cash-in dalam mesin)
aku: air coklat kak..
kakak cafe: bukan td mintak kopi ke??!!(nada marah)
aku: ..(amik air dan belah)
di meja yg ade hizbul, ken, jojo, wai shan, audrey, letha.
motif akak tuh ttbe emo ngan aku??
yg lain: (senyap terkesima)..
kesimpulan: hanjeng btol kak cafe tuh! PMS xyah ar lepaskan kt customer. noktah.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Saturday, May 2, 2009
AF3-marsha got back in
AF4-lotter got back in.
and now, they want aril back!a big NO! it'll only be fair if only claudia and aishah are the ones to be voted in since they were the last to leave. imagine this, someone left like weeks ago; skip the 9th week-obviously the result will be after the 9th concert, and straight to final!not fair. not fair at all! pity the voters. i'm not one of them =). but my mom is!!!
*sigh sigh sigh*
whatever it is, i loooooove this week's concert!
hafiz rocks!! you guys should really watch him perform!
as of just now:
yay!but it's sad that now no more aishah and claudia..yang 2 kat bawah tu bile la nk kluar(harapan~)..
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
"nantilah, takde mase free.."
the truth: every time i tried logging in at college, it failed. bloody connection!at home, i barely remember to update.
and finally..i'm updating..wasn't planning on to write anything till i suddenly had the urge to view my blog. checked my fellow bloggers' updates and 1 grabbed my attention. hizbul's.
after months of trying to choose between imperial and UCL, i've decided to choose both.
Imperial College London
AAB-Biology, Chemistry and Maths
University College London
Biochemical Engineering (MEng)
now, it's accommodation hunting time. of course, not literally. i just need to fill in some forms.
at first i wanted to have a single room, en-suite bathroom and self-catered, but when i found out that PNB's policy of 80-20 is no longer available, i really need to come up with plan B.
after replying to UCAS last thursday, i'm now patiently waiting for any letter/email from imperial regarding my accommodation application. the deadline is 31st of july!
Once you have accepted an academic offer from Imperial College London you will receive an email or letter with instructions of our online application procedure from May 2009 onwards.
UCL forms are here ages ago, i'm almost done filling'em up. need to get my latest passport photos and choose my residence.
will be updating more later~
Monday, March 23, 2009
so class started as usual:
chemistry! we decided not to remind mr hanson of the homework. so, he went on teaching xray crystallography and MRI. pretty interesting but i was sleepy the whole class. managed to answer the question sheet he gave us during class. alhamdulillah. he did not mention anything about the homework. he did remind us to bring our calculators for the rest of he week as we'll be doing maths..something to do with some coefficients and stuff. what did i tell you? i was sleepy the whole class!! XD
biology! mr vroege gave us mock paper 5 for this wednesday. bio paper 5 is really hard to score! then, we continued with biotech and finished it. he went through our homework for the week and i'm looking forward to start our 2nd last chapter of the syllabus tomorrow! crop plants!
mr hanson gave us more booklet after during block 2. so i ended up in the RC doing as much as i could while syafiq yazid reading bio and fara ain over the clouds with her IELTS results. haha.
maths! we did some questions on type I and type II errors and bloody hell i didn't get the answers! ms aizan set a few questions for discussion tomorrow.
block 5 and 1
went really unproductive! had a really really long nap. so much for starting p3 revision! and i realize something. panasnye lembah beringin!!!!
after maghrib i went back to the chalet trying to do the s2 questions set by ms aizan. alhamdulillah i got'em. stupid careless mistakes! no wonder i didn't get the answers in class. did my biology homework as well. now planning to do some p3 revision but ended up writing this. *sigh* and i still have a few things to clarify my with my s2 stuff. someone please help me!!
Sunday, March 22, 2009
wake up people..it's obvious that some of the participants need to be kicked out of the ACADEMY!!
tak layak!macam bagus plak tuh..bajet..poyo..vocal bukannye mantop pon!pity adila..she shouldn't be the one to leave..si A and Q tuh ah..memang tak patut masuk in the first place..wakaka..emo terlebih plak..kinda sleepy right now..buku bio dah di jengah..papers chemistry dah di'conteng'..past years s2 dah di'jamah'..p3 je lagi blom sentuh..huhu..anyway, might i say this; AF7 has the best participants so far..
akim-vocal yang unik, practice menari lagi ye~
Friday, March 13, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
It’s orange, just the way I like it,
But it’s yours, not mine,
I saw my reflection,
It’s mine, in yours.
Then I thought to myself,
What has been happening all this while?
Our time is running out,
And how you wished things can be like they used to,
Not sure whether that’s still your wish,
But maybe now it’s mine.
I’m a coward,
I can’t face you,
After all the things you thought of me,
You seem to be OK with this silence,
So I’ll keep my tongue tied.
If only I could turn back time,
If only I knew how you valued me,
Or maybe you used to or have been,
It doesn’t make any difference,
I should have known better,
You’re a novice when it comes to expressing yourself.
Just one wish,
Just one hope,
Before time slips and leaves us apart,
You’ll make the right choice,
And I’ll make the right decision.
P/s: I regret for not giving you the second chance that you longed for.
p/s: i might give some updates on the past activities when i'm at home- that is, if i still remember =)
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Friday, January 30, 2009
comment: i'm really surprised!!B for paper 1???!!and A for paper 3??!!never in my life i got A for it~
comment: the paper 3 was the same day with Cambridge interview and i really screwed it up because get a valid results for the experiments. paper 2, a lot of careless mistakes and i didn't include the silly mistakes that i've made..
comment: alhamdulillah. but if they have 3 papers, i might screw the other one up..hehe..you'll see what i mean.
comment: i underestimated myself too much LOL
Overall comment: the results are unexpected but alhamdulillah..i don't have to re-sit any of them..i wonder if i'll do a chi-squared test on this...
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
Sunday, January 18, 2009
at last, they have decided to update my UCAS track yesterday!now, i have a reminder saying that:
and i don't have to wait anymore~
the overall results:
date: 24th October 2008
University of Warwick(W20)
BBB which includes Biology and Chemistry
date: 29th October 2008
University College London(U80)
AAB - Biology, Chemistry and Maths respectively
Pass Physics at AS Level
IELTS 7.0 with minimum of 6.5 in each component
date: 5th December 2008
Imperial College London(I50)
AAB - Biology, Chemistry and Maths respectively
date: 6th January 2009
University of Cambridge(C05)
date: 16th January 2009
University College London(U80)
ABB - subjects not specified
Pass in Physics at AS Level
so, there are 4 conditional offers and 1 rejection~=)
Monday, January 12, 2009
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
finally the decision has been made. a little sad but kind of relieved because i don't have to wait for it anymore. praise to Allah since i still have the other 4 offers. but now, i'm in a dilemma. UCL or imperial?? i know it's still to early to decide. but, before you know it, the time will come. this semester will be way hectic and time will fly!!it's either now, while it's still abit loose and free or the last minute when i need to prepare for trials, A2 and other important stuff! maybe i have a solid reason to not think about it now. the result for my UCL biochemical engineering is yet to be announced officially in UCAS. AAA? AAB? ABB? BBB? owh well, i know the minimum will be BBB. just hope for the best insya Allah! now that, everything is over, not officially, time to grab those As and meet all the requirements!!~ がんばって!!~
Monday, January 5, 2009
i'm going back to college.
should be right about now.
the dreaded moment has finally come.
going to see mr vroege, mr hanson, ms aizan and ms castaldo again~
going to see my friends again!!!! =)
well, it might not be that bad after all~
Sunday, January 4, 2009
"what the hell??"
"omg..i just spent 10 bucks just to confuse myself!"
"glad thats over, i thought my add maths is sooo much easier to understand."
"LMAO..i don't understand a thing!"
guess what??that happened to me. DARK FLOORS!!
personal comment: this movie has a lot of good horror elements. but the script is a bit weak. and they do need to explain to the audience what the hell is going on. everyone felt as if they were bamboozled after the movie. huh!
so i searched in the net for some explanation and i found a good one:
I've heard some folks say that Dark Floors is confusing almost to the point of madness and that the only thing they can figure out is that they are running from the Lordi crew. So I'm here to explain whats going on.
Everyone in the movie is dead. They can't help it but they are dead. The little girl, Sarah, and the hobo dude know this. They say she may be epileptic or have some mental disorder well she does. She has been driven insane by the knowledge that she and everyone she interacts with is already dead and can do nothing about it. So insane in fact that she appears autistic to the others. The MRI machine blowing up is the first signal that they are dead because when one of those things goes it releases tons of electric energy and would kill anyone in the vicinity. The second is the hobo walking up to her in the hall and saying something which later we learn is "Sarah, I'm not cold anymore" indication that the hobo gets to move on or something like that. The link that hobbo joe and sarah seem to share is there because they are both dead and know it. hobo joe has probly been through this a million times and knows whats gonna happen just as well as she does. The only difference being that this time he gets to go on finally.
My first theory is that in the Lordi universe the Lordi crew has decided for their own amusement they will trap 6 innocent souls in a pocket hell that repeats itself.
My second theory is that Sarah may not be dead but either asleep or in a coma. Ever had a dream where you did something but later the dream started over with minute detail changes? The crayon being red the first time then blue the second supports this theory.
Now at the end of the movie you see Sarah confronting Mr. Lordi himself and she says "I would like to go home now". This will support the pocket hell theory because clearly in her light filled form she is completely sane and reasonable. But Mr. Lordi apparently has other ideas like torturing her psyche for all time or something.
All in all I would say that everyone is dead and with the exception of hobo joe and sarah do not know it and are therefore damned or tormented by the Lordi crew into an endless repeating hellish illusion until they realize and accept whats going on.
i got it from here~
pretty cool. my theory is quite close. only that i didn't know that MRI can do such damage!
Friday, January 2, 2009
NAIL IN THE FENCE
There once was a little boy who had a bad
His Father gave him a bag of nails
and told him that every time he lost his temper,
he must hammer a nail into the back
of the fence.
The first day the boy had
driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next
few weeks, as he learned to control his
anger, the number of nails hammered daily
gradually dwindled down. He discovered
it was easier to hold his temper than to
drive those nails into the fence.
Finally the day came when the boy didn't
lose his temper at all.
He told his father about it
and the father suggested that
the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he
was able to hold
The days passed and the young boy was finally
able to tell his father that all the nails
The father took his son
by the hand
and led him to the fence
'You have done well, my son,
but look at the holes in the fence.
The fence will never be the same.
When you say things in anger,
they leave a scar just like this one.
You can't put a knife in a man and draw it out
without leaving a wound in his body.
It won't matter how many times you say 'I'm sorry',
the wound is still there.
wound is as bad as a physical one.
Friends are very rare jewels, indeed.
They make you smile
and encourage you to succeed.
They lend an ear,
they share words of praise
and they always want to open their hearts to us.'
Please forgive me if I have ever left a hole.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
"rambut ok x?"
"i can't see. need my specs"
he continued while iput back my specs on the desk in front.
buzz..buzzz..buzz..-the hair shaver buzzes in my ears
i was just putting my specs off. so, i assumed it was:
and he repeated the question so i said 19, and he sed he arrived frm india same age as me. now 23. like i care??and he went on and on about i dunno what. kept nodding but couldnt hear a thing. deaf by the barber lol!!
and i have a question??do americans eat cili padi??beacause the nasi goreng USA i had just now had lots of them!!ROFL
Niles: it's a female thing, you'll never understand..
-Cecilia(CC) Babcock and Niles-
Maxwell: Niles, get this trash out of here..
(handing him the 'Gloss" magazine)
Niles: you heard the man!move it!!(staring at CC)
-Maxwell Sheffield and Niles-
"Like my cousin Toddy always says; if you want to be dead, be drop dead!"