lesson for today..

i watched 2 seasons of anime in 3 days..
little did i know that the ending will be super sad..
5 dear friends get separated for their own dreams..
after 5 years of being together...

"Everyone is the same as they were before, but they are also different from before..
I've changed too.. That time is really over.."

and now i'm back to being mellow..sedeyh!!!!

the lesson: jgn tgk cepat sgt..sampai episode akhir menangis x berlagu..

Ai-suru Mars-Reiko chan!!=p

ね..ね..皆さん!!

ne..ne..minna-san!!
hey everyone!!

此処は見て!
kokowa mite!
look here!


北川景子は本当に奇麗な~
Kitagawa Keiko wa hontou ni kirei na~
Kitagawa Keiko is really beautiful right~

迚も可愛いだね~~
totemo kawaii da ne~
SO THE VERY CUTE kan~~(hehe..)

マースれいこちゃん, 私はあ貴女の一番のファン!
MARS-Reiko-chan, watashi wa anata no ichiban no FAN!
MARS-Reiko-chan, i'm your number one FAN!!

mane kamu midi??

ttbe, buat post tros..
fyi, aku x jumpe lagi kawan aku nih di alam maya...
yang lain sume dah~
bile hang nk on??
rinduuuuuu~~

and...dah berjaye download satu album dafi~
currently, obsessed with seumur hidup~~*

dafi seumur hidup

cubaan pertama!

still trying to get rid of this mellowness~
so, i went on web hopping for some hot mp3s..
and i found this!

Ular Berbisa - Hello

btw, sesape yg singgah, tolong lah comment~
especially p20!
aku meroyan sesorg nih~~~~

graduated and sad..

i miss my friends already!
aku sayang korang semua!!!!!!

gonna take awhile till i recover from this mellowness..

of Kau Aku bila terasa rindu

"Aku menyesal."
"Aku pun."

itu majlis wida' malam tadi. tak guna nak menyesal. menahan sebak di dada. air mata diikat erat. senyuman dan tawa mengaburi kusammnya kesedihan hati. biarlah senyuman ini menjadi imejan terakhir buat teman daripada tangisan. aku optimis. degan izin Allah, kita akan berjumpa lagi.

sekiranya anda tertanya-tanya apa erti tajuk post ini, ia adalah gabungan tajuk lagu dendangan aizat dan dafi. memang kena dengan theme post ini. Kau Aku, Bila Terasa Rindu. penuh makna.

i left end-of-sem dinner early. balik, mandi, solat. i'm never good at saying goodbyes. and this was the 1st(and of course the last) sem dinner i attended as an audience. no performers fright anymore. just friends and food. memang malam ni agak suram sikit. ye lah. all of us will be graduating tomorrow. and that's it. only Allah knows when we shall meet again. i'm too mellow right now. mahu menangis, tapi hati menghalang. target aku. senyuman untuk teman-teman di saat-saat akhir ini. sabar. kurang 15 jam je lagi.

"mengejar mimpi, yang pasti akan aku merasakan kehilanganmu"
"walau di mana kita berdiri, di dalam dunia ini, biar sampai akhirnya nanti."

-Kau Aku-

"beginikah rasa, seksa perpisahan, sunnguh anehnya, hidup berasingan"
"tetapi ini sebahagian dari pengorbanan, bekalan; andainya hari sukar mencabar"

-Bila Terasa Rindu-

kepada:
shouk, hizbul, herman, iman, midi, syazwan, syafiq yazid, naQ, p.chek, sulwan, luttphi, syera mat, fara ain, nabihah, j-lo, farid, azri, furqan, suman.

ini bukan perpisahan! ini adalah permulaan baru yang indah. ingat, kita semua mengejar mimpi. make sure we strive till the end!all the best!i'm going to miss all of you!no doubt about that.

till we meet again. times and places that we'll never expect.

urh..uhh..aahh..

the list:
play RO till my nose bleeds!
watch anime like there's no tomorrow.
download anime like it's gonna be free only till today!

anime list to watch:
all time favourite tsubasa chronicles! i want season 3 la CLAMP! damn it..
xxxHOLiC- the season i missed

and the non-anime list:
ghost whisperer season 4!yippeee!!!
Tru's calling..
and lotsa movies pending!!!!!


bahana habis exam!=p

kerna siput (babi)..

kenapa saya tidak 'mengupdate' blog selepas p3??
bak kata midi, "aku dah masukkan memori itttuuu ke dalam kristal dan dicampak jauh2 lalu berderai 100000000000000000 keping" - ayat ini telah diubah suai mengikut citarasa penulis.

anyway, today..well yesterday since it's already sunday, i sat for my 2nd last paper!!
wooohoooooo!!~ 1 more to go..after all the hard work with chem p4 and s2 last wednesday-macam paper further plak, 3 jam kt dlm exam hall petang2, i totally had lost my momentum to study @ reviewing my work. mane tak nye, both papers started in the afternoon session; 2-3.45pm and 4-5.15pm. not that i'm underestimating paper 5, penat lah!!! so i did very lil of reading with the new syllabus paper 5. tahun 2008 nye paper semakin merapu. so tidak terkejutlah kalau-kalau this paper akan meraban tahap maksima! nuff said, the morning before the paper, i refused to wake up early, just in time to go for lunch. i'm not going to do anymore reading.

lepas solat jumaat, waktunya tiba. cuak. masuk2 confident dengan langkah kanan bersama-sama selawat ke atas nabi. duduk. paper diberi-waiting for datuk B's cue.

"you may start now! you have 1 hour and 15 minutes."

cliche.

1st question:
an apparatus with cut shoot in a testube filled with dye.
owh..nk carik xylem.
crapped bout making microscope slide and all.
the 2nd part was about why not use intact shoot??
-suberin layer terpacul dari otak. damn!!!i forgot the term!!
selawat dibaca beberapa kali, alhamdulillah- voila! Casparian strip.
i didn't revise AS btw. bersyukur masih ingat.
3rd part was about how you'd use the apparatus to measure water movement rate up the shoot.
at first i was thinking of measuring the time take for the top-most leaf to change colour. too qualitative i guess. i wanted to make a potometer out of it but not sure whether or not you're allowed to modify that. so, some random spark of inspiration came to me! measure the height of the solution!tulis punye tulis, shit!asal tetibe buat essay plak nih. taulah 6 markah! dang! so i added in bracketed numbers before each sentence. next part was how to measure the rate. no problem i guess. the last part-respiratory inhibitor added into dye. lower uptake kot.

question 2:
siput (babi)!!!
bace lah cerita mak nenek yang diberikan. panjang. lebih setengah page. i kept repeating myself trying to make sense of what i was reading. pensel sedang galak menggaris dan membulatkan kata-kata kunci!dah pening lalat. results dah diberikan. 1st question, independent and dependent variables. alhamdulillah. 2nd part, explain the results! sentap! bermain-main mata dengan soalan selama 5 minit. menjeling-menjeling..mata kita sama memandang. motif lagu datuk siti ngan SM salim berkumandang?? failed! ended up in vain. lompat ke soalan seterusnya. recapturing method! atau masa spm dulu: tangkap, tanda, lepas dan tangkap semula. 2 investigations were given. akibat kebingungan soalan ini, shouk menjadi heeeemo dan mencipta teknik baru; tangkap, tanda, lepas dan BUNUH SEMUA! explain why the 1st investigation is more likely to be reliable than the 2nd on..harus aku terbang ala-ala mila terjun dari awan ke awan terus ke soalan seterusnya..

question 3:
continuons culture of R. gutilinis. wasn't in awe or anything because last semester was about electrophoresis, also an application topic. 1st part ok, 2nd part pon boleh merapu lagi. 3rd part macam pelik. not sure whether its a trick question or not. jadi aku pon bantailah- we cannot determine whether or not the difference between those 2 samples is siginificant because no staistical test has been made. pastu, pasal degree of freedom. alhamdulillah. next part nih lagi pelik. calculated t value was given. tapi table of critical values mane??!!motif kau bagi aku bende tuh sebatang kara. given information was purposely ignored-bajet diva. error in printing kot. soalan terakhir dijawab dengan helaan nafas lega!oopppss..not too fast..soalan siput babi masih membutuhkan perhatian.

after half an hour thinking of suitable as i would call it "crapping-mechanism-for-deperarate-marks", the clock showed 3.45pm. 15 more minutes. checked a few times. then..termenung memanjang memikirkan nasib paper nih. check pon bukannye tau btol ke salah. tensi! meraban je lebih. ku pandang sekeliling, sume khusyuk menjawab. *dead meat* asal sume nampak macam confident terlebih je mase jawab. habis exam semasa melangkah kluar GH, sume orang dok bising-bising paper mcm hanjjjgggghhh. what a relief. memang rapuan siput (babi) btol jawapan-jawapan aku tadi. nuff! tawakkal ajo! ibab tupis!!!!!!!!!*hati ku terus menjerit kerana meroyan*